Goodbye sucker!

my crappy ass compaq laptop is dying. It keeps crapping out on me. And I don't even use it for any meaningful tasks. I turn it on to surf web and turn on my iTunes. That's it! I don't even use the word processor or use it to do anything complicated. Stupid laptop! It's not even 3 year old. It crapped out on me about 7 months after I bought it. Completely crashed and I lost my work. I have to make sure I backup ALL my files when I turn it on again tomorrow. Time to say good bye to Windows.

The good thing is, now I have a reason to chuck that thing and by a Powerbook. Now I just need to save almost $2000 for my new beautiful laptop. Or maybe I'll setlle for a Macbook since I don't really need it for anything crazy anyway. Oh and I'm still waiting to get my iPhone 3G. Oh I can't wait. I'm just waiting for the lines to die down a bit so I can purchase it and get it activated with less hassle.

I'm in the Waiting Place, and I'm waiting to escape.

"You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.

The Waiting Place...

...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting."

...

"Somehow you'll escape
all that waiting and staying.
You'll find the bright places
where Boom Bands are playing"

-Oh, the Places You'll Go!, Dr. Seuss

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Now playing: Incubus - Dig
via FoxyTunes

Pardon Me

Pardon me while I burst...

A decade ago,
I never thought I would be,
at twenty-three, on the verge of
spontaneous combustion. -Woe-is-me.-
But I guess that it comes
with the territory,
An ominous landscape of
never-ending calamity.
I need you to hear,
I need you to see
that I have had all I can take and
exploding seems like a DEFINITE possibility
to me.

So pardon me while I burst
into flames.
I've had enough of the world
and its people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn
and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me...
I'll never be the same!

Not two days ago,
I was having a look
in a book
and I saw a picture of a guy
fried up above his knee.
I said, "I can relate,"
cause lately I've been thinking of combustication
as a welcome vacation from
the burdens of
the planet Earth.
like gravity, hypocrisy,
and the perils of being in 3-D...
but thinking so much differently.

Pardon me while I burst
into flames.
I've had enough of the world
and its people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn
and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me...
I'll never be the same!

Never be the same, yeah...
Pardon me, while I burst into flames...
Pardon me, pardon me, pardon me.

So pardon me while I burst
into flames.
I've had enough of the world
and its people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn
and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me...
I'll never be the same!

Never be the same, yeahh!!

by Incubus

microsoft office is sooo buggy. i'm annoyed.

09:43

Haven't done this in a while and I've been wanting to post something today. So here it is.

Questions

1. What is your name?
Meta
2. What color pants are you wearing right now?
No pants. blue underpants.
3. What song are you listening right now?
No song. Last song heard: Say It Ain't So - Weezer
4. What are the last four digits of your phone number?
1817
5. What was the last thing you eat?
Reese's Peanut butter cup.
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you want to be?
Red
7. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?
A tropical island with blue water, with soft sands, and blue clear sky.
8. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?
Dunno.
9. How is the weather right now?
It's hot in this room. But should be a nice cool night outside.
10. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Anthony
11. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
style and charm
12. Do you like the person that sent you this?
N/A
13. How are you today?
I had a good mood today.
14. Your fave drink?
water
15. Alcoholic?
Nope. I do love beer tho.
16. How do you eat an Oreo?
bite it and chew it
17. Fav sport?
swimming
18. What makes you happy?
dancing
19. Hair color?
black
20. Eye color?
Dark brown
21. Height
i'm short
22. What do you like to do?
dancing
23. Have you ever won any special awards?
prob
24. What are your future goals?
hhh.. i don't know.. still trying to figure it out.
25. Fave music?
Anything with good beat, or anything that has deep emotion and meanings to it
29. Fave food?
My mom's oxtail soup.
30. Fave movies?
See my friendster or facebook
31. Fave day of the year?
5/11 and 4/24 evening
32. Fave month?
may
33. Are you shy to ask someone out?
HAHAHA.. not really. Ask my bf how we got together ;)
34. What's the stupidest thing you have ever done?
trying to be someone that i'm not.
35. On the phone or meet in person?
person
36. Summer or Winter or both?
Summer. absolutely.
37. Hug/ kiss?
both please.
38. Living arrangement?
single
39. Worst feeling in the world?
lonely and not loved. oh and heartbroken. oh and feeling like a loser.
40. What is the first thing you think when you wake up in the morning?
AAARRGGGH I HAVE TO GO TO WORK!!!!

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ps: OMG.. there's BOLLYWOOD on SYTYCD!!! And Katee and Josua performed it amazingly!!!!
I'm gonna do some BOLLYOOD too this Friday! So excited!!
And Alvin Ailey is performing tomorrow on SYTYCD!!! Yes yes yes!!!

I wish I can understand what my heart wants to do.

Technical Difficulty

I'm looking at a gazillion AIX scripts and I have no f*cking idea what I'm looking at. If you're an AIX programmer or an AIX guru, please leave a comment!

WLB

There's this little thing called work-life balance that I've been trying to get since I started working. I live by the 'work hard play hard' rule. But after doing either one, i'm mostly too exhausted to do the other one as hard. Sadly, mostly it's "work" that gets the most of my energy.

I'm exhausted. But I had a great weekend.

Meta + Sand + Sun + Water = Perfect Harmony.