In Memoriam

I still get goosebumps. It feels like the news has not sinked in yet. I feel like I still need to pay my tribute somehow.
Loosing the King is like loosing part of my childhood. And I'm sure a LOT other people are with me on this one.
As weird as he is, as troubled as he is. He was parts of our lives at some point. We lost a legend. But his legacy shall continue. His moves, his music, his message of integration, peace, love, and one world shall continue.

Rest in Peace Michael. We love you.
[August 19, 1958 - June 25, 2009]

Denting

Denting yang berbunyi dari dinding kamarku
sedarkan diriku dari lamunan panjang
Tak terasa malam kini semakin larut
Ku masih terjaga

Sayang kau dimana aku ingin bersama
Aku butuh semua untuk tepiskan rindu
Mungkinkah kau disana merasa yang sama
Seperti dinginku di malam ini

Rintik gerimis mengundang kekasih di malam ini
Kita menari dalam rindu yang indah
Sepi ku rasa hatiku saat ini oh sayangku
Jika kau disini aku tenang

-Melly Goeslaw

*kangen rumah*

Cycle of Existence

It takes effort to wake up every morning with a positive attitude.
It takes a lot of courage to admit one's inability and embrace criticism.
It takes motivation and perseverance to complete a task.
It takes faith to believe there will be fruits at the end of a hard labor.
At the end of the day, we do it all for existence.
To receive recognition, accolades, respect, love, and other positive responses that we digest again to fuel the effort, courage, motivation, and faith.
To continue the cycle and confirm our existence in this society.

Coming in theatres Sepbember 25, 2009

FAME

Check the full trailer at Imdb:
here

Or the short version here:


Enjoy.
I can't wait.

Remember my name. I'm gonna make it forever..

Today

I feel like...

...writing
...dancing
...taking some pictures (but my new toys are not here yet)
...emo
...being sentimental
...transforming my apartment
...not working although i'm supposed to
...clearing all the clutters in the apartment
...frozen yogurt
...making art (painting & drawing)

Crystal Ball

I wish I have a crystal ball.
So I can see what's going to happen in the future.
Where am I going to end up.
So I don't have to go through life's ups and downs
Just to find out what's going to happen at the end.

But then what's the fun in that right?
Pain and sadness can be as fun as Good feeling and happiness
in a weird morale way
So I guess I'll just stick with this thing called Life..
and enjoy the ride.

Oh Media.

Can we stop with discussing Adam Lambert's sexual preference please???
I don't understand why people go crazy saying that he has came out now. He was never in the closet! I don't think he ever hid anything or try to act or pretend that he's straight. And besides, I think it WAS OBVIOUS!
Just stop it already. It's annoying.

And his sexual preference does not affect his singing ability. And he is a damn good singer. So lay it off already!