..approximately 2 weeks after I left the States. Has it been that short? It felt so long. I'm starting to miss all of my friends in the States. But here I am, in Singapore. After quitting my job, in pursue of a better career path. And what have I done in these past 2 weeks you ask? Well I've actually been very busy. Running errands with my mom. Continuously searching for the right major and the right school. Everything has been so busy and time consuming. You may wonder why someone who just quit her job because of among other reasons, felt like she had been overworked, decided to right away busied herself with a million other things to do once she quit? Well, I don't know why, but I just went with the flow. And at that moment, the flow was a strong currents of things to do. So I did them.
But here I am, after spending half of my day auditioning for dance at Lasalle. The first time I did audition for anything. And I ended up getting in (unofficially currently). And here I am, injured my lower back yet again. It seems like this is the price I have to pay for pursuing my dreams. And I'm again in deep thoughts of whether I should pursue this passion of mine. Should I just jump in and give my heart what it wants, despite all its risks, despite what everyone else told me?
Questions, questions, questions, my minds are filled with questions.
But I'm tired. Tired of doing something, tired of looking for something, and tired of questioning things.
So tonight, I"m taking a break (I have to anyway, since I can barely move). I'm taking a break. Listening to my music, drinking wine, and reading a book. I didn't realize how much I missed listening to my iTunes after only two weeks of not doing so. So I'm letting the wine does its thing, relaxing my mind. I'm letting my mind absorbs the words in my book, and I'm letting all the questions to go away, ...until tomorrow..
3 comments:
Hi sweety, after a while m.i.a I was surprised knowing u're back to asia..
The quitting part sounds good..everyone needs to make time to her self. And dreams are sth to pursue not to forget. Time will come when u'll thank your self not letting you regret for not trying.
But cmon, 2 weeks without itunes is just too long. ..and wine is always a perfect companion ;)
Take care gal.. JBU
Hi, just looking around and found your blog.
Hmm. Actually, I will do the quitting part next year and will move to Singapore too, just to give a nice break for myself.
Anyway, nice blog! (:
Cheers,
Kathy.
(http://lievekathy.blogspot.com/)
"If I say I'm an oil man you will agree.." Glad to finally have some time off to go through your recent stuff. Hope you get the same soon so we can chill in the country again. Brooke tells me you're having fun at the new job. See you this summer hopefully, take care.
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